My guy


That tender gaze,
That lovely smile,
Make yourself intriguing, sweet guy.
Your eyes which shine like a bright star,
Have a wonderful gift everytime they look at me.
your kisses are exciting, deep and sincere.
Just hearing your voice makes me fall in love
With you more and more.
What I’m willing to do to keep a smile in you face.
Remember I love you just they way you are.

A Heart Exposed


I am so weak in your arms
I feel a deluge from your charms
When you hold me to your chest
I’m getting lost in every breath

As our bodies begin to entwine
And I feel you up inside mine
My emotion for you is uncovered
And my ecstasy now discovered

My insides fill of your splendor
After a night that’s ours to remember
And now my heart is on my sleeve
For all the world to see…just what you do to me.

I Guess Not

silly banter
catty remarks
hurt comments
words that could never be taken back
how could i forgive you?
how could i trust you?
i begin to think
on times and moments
we had
smiling and laughing together
wanting to end pettiness
and start over
you vanish
and leave me guessing

Waiting for the wind….

A lonely boat
Sits upon the water
Stilled to a mirror
Just a ripple here and there

Sagging sails
Waiting sadly
High up on the masts
Looking afar
To the end of the horizon

Looking for the wind
The wind to come
And billow them full
So the journey could begin…!

Gone is love

Times were good but things did change
I noticed greatly how your look was strange
You use to care and involve yourself
I find I feel just placed up on the shelf
Dust and dirt collect daily and I know
I must find a way to improve and grow
I look to myself first to see what will be
If only I could see what others do see
I am growing and changing each day that passes
I promise never to be one of the masses
I am who I am, take me or leave me please
I blow in the wind like leaves on the trees
Can’t hold me back once I put something to mind
And yet I am always peaceful and so very kind
I am making my own way to happiness and love
I am floating and flying just like a dove
I won’t be held back, I won’t collect dust
Life I will live, and find love I just must
I deserve more than you give me in life
With you each day is more and more strife
The end has been long, but truly is near
Wasn’t bad once, but now all you do is leer
I deserve so much more then you offer to me
So I ask that you please just let me be.

IS THERE SOMETHING WRONG WITH ME?

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JOURNEY

Being a young child so
many years ago gave me
the strength that I could do anything.
Things didn’t bother me as
they do now.
Where we lived was home to me
and my family.
Then all of a sudden all our stuff
was all in boxes and being loaded
on a big truck.
Every room was bare
like a cave in the middle of the forest.
Nothing remained.
Every member of the family
got whatever was left and
everyone was gathering into the car.
A long, long drive ahead of us.
The road was endless.

A Smile and Scarf

there he was
in front of my face
the smile
of lit rooms
and the laugh
of pure elation
wanting to celebrate
his exuberance
on this cold night
of enchanted pleasures instead i looked away
and prayed that we’d meet again

i feel

i feel pain
i feel hate
i feel sadness
i feel weakness
i feel loved
i feel your touch
but i don’t feel for you.
cried to much
wanted to die to much
sex was fun
though it wasn’t the greatest
i’ve had better
i can do better.
your not the only man on earth
your not even a real man.
call your self a player
but you keep getting caught in the game
think your gods gift to women
we rather see you dead
i fell sorry
sorry i ever ment you at all

Endless Love

how he held me
was but a rough touch
how he kissed me
made me want you
ever so much
how he tickled me
made me think
how you used to make
me laugh
how we made love
i felt so dirty
like i needed a bath
to scrub my pain
my woes and my sorrow
feeling grit from head to toe
how he moved in me
was nothing but pain
unlike you
he didn’t hold me
afterwards
how he talked to me
was out of disrespect
how he left me
was full of neglect
but something by that
i’ll never forget
he could never
compare to you